From the albums Not Ashamed and Not Ashamed (2010)

By: Sean Goode

Lyrics

Written by: Sean Goode


My heart aches, can’t even look in the mirror
Knowing who I’m supposed to be is, my greatest fear
Knowing that you’ve called me, called me to be great
Living this lesser life so full of mistakes
Your word says you forgive me, But Lord how can this be so?
Could there be flowers in my garden amidst the weeds that have been sewn?
Could anything good come from my family?
Am I to be the first?
To triumph over heart ache? to understand my inner worth?
You died so I could live, and foolishly I have.
Fleeting as the wind, in and out of your loving hand
To good to be true, this I’ve told myself for years
But here I am and here you are catching every tear
Why is it that I’ve waited? Why have I run so far?
Who can escape your presence Lord? Who can ignore your call?
Here I am, Your servant is listening
Tell me where I am to go
No more looking back down that old familiar road
Each step will be by faith, a faith rooted in you
No longer trusting self, but in the God that brought me through
Your promises are Yes, Lord my answer is Amen
You deserve the glory and the honor
I don’t wanna travel up that road again
You deserve the glory and the honor
I don’t wanna travel up that road again
No not that road again